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just looking back at the postings, it is pretty negative huh?
Right now we are having a garage or yard sale at home. Not much business being July the 4th but we did sell like $40 worth of stuff. For ... $80 of stuff. It's pretty slow now actually we haven't sold anything for the past 3 hours. It's almost 4 pm now. So I as well might pack up the stuff.
Went through a lot of stuff while packing and cleaning up my room really. I have so much stuff here. And we are actually quite time pressed to clear up everything. We need to do a lot of stuff to rent the house out. I am not even done with my room. I think I basically have to throw a lot of things out. It's really hard to sell my stuff, the worst are the books which cost a lot but I am not going get much back from them and in the end I might have to donate them somewhere, probably the library in Arcadia and to the church library.
And then there are the art works and photographs. I just want to find good place for them.
You know, I do think about why don't I just stay back here and try to find a job. Well, the economy is pretty bad now but I think I can still find a job somewhere. I can rent out the rooms in the house.
Actually, that was my original plan when I graduated. I was going to find a job in something, or go back to school, live here while renting some of the rooms out, at most 2.
I went to HK to basically take a break after the wedding banquet and was looking to maybe teach in China, Japan, or somewhere in SE Asia. Woah I get 5 bars of wireless connection in the front yard.
Things kind of jut made a turn. Decisions are weird. They really changes things.
I wonder why don't I just find a place where i m comfortable in and just stay there. Maybe like here. I will see how things would go in Oz. definitely not in Hong Kong, well, I guess really not at TC. Maybe like teach in an international school and go to another church. Is there a normal church somewhere? I really just want to fit in. Just be a common church goer. Be treated as another person, just another church member, cared for like another church member.
I can't really be free at TC. There is just too much scrutiny. Sometimes just want to be another person. I wonder what I am really good at. Sometimes i feel like the only thing i m good at is being nice, having some moral judgment, being honest, being set apart, being alone, seeing things people can't and reflecting on things, as well as taking photographs.
Right now we are having a garage or yard sale at home. Not much business being July the 4th but we did sell like $40 worth of stuff. For ... $80 of stuff. It's pretty slow now actually we haven't sold anything for the past 3 hours. It's almost 4 pm now. So I as well might pack up the stuff.
Went through a lot of stuff while packing and cleaning up my room really. I have so much stuff here. And we are actually quite time pressed to clear up everything. We need to do a lot of stuff to rent the house out. I am not even done with my room. I think I basically have to throw a lot of things out. It's really hard to sell my stuff, the worst are the books which cost a lot but I am not going get much back from them and in the end I might have to donate them somewhere, probably the library in Arcadia and to the church library.
And then there are the art works and photographs. I just want to find good place for them.
You know, I do think about why don't I just stay back here and try to find a job. Well, the economy is pretty bad now but I think I can still find a job somewhere. I can rent out the rooms in the house.
Actually, that was my original plan when I graduated. I was going to find a job in something, or go back to school, live here while renting some of the rooms out, at most 2.
I went to HK to basically take a break after the wedding banquet and was looking to maybe teach in China, Japan, or somewhere in SE Asia. Woah I get 5 bars of wireless connection in the front yard.
Things kind of jut made a turn. Decisions are weird. They really changes things.
I wonder why don't I just find a place where i m comfortable in and just stay there. Maybe like here. I will see how things would go in Oz. definitely not in Hong Kong, well, I guess really not at TC. Maybe like teach in an international school and go to another church. Is there a normal church somewhere? I really just want to fit in. Just be a common church goer. Be treated as another person, just another church member, cared for like another church member.
I can't really be free at TC. There is just too much scrutiny. Sometimes just want to be another person. I wonder what I am really good at. Sometimes i feel like the only thing i m good at is being nice, having some moral judgment, being honest, being set apart, being alone, seeing things people can't and reflecting on things, as well as taking photographs.
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